Thursday, March 02, 2006
today in the 4th month of my 20th year on this planet...hit the worst realisation of a life time....a system which prevails the cliche of each one our existence today here in this society...as much u fight out of it ...u end up in it...all the worthless...sweat and tears and blood and agony goes..down in a moment...u end up like everyone...a system of expectation where parents dont care ...where kids are an investment and education premium a system of our society the indian motherfuckin so called family value is the most cliched things i have heard..in a lifetime ...family value is nothing more the net worth in the society monetary which ur face value ... how much the sons and the head earn determines the respect...a fuckin system where money holds high than dreams and aspiration...my friend used called stupid in my worthless attempts to convince the world..i can do things differently...yeah i did differently fucked myself up...a harder way today i lay with my more than ass rammed everything means nuthing to me i dont care ...in the system today i seek for a high payin 6.5lac starting and am ready to kill a man for it...in 20year 4 months i realised the worthless fight...i dont know ...today i more radical than a madman i could jus run...but to where ?????havent we all been running where there is no space left...to jus run...i wana die...i jus wanna die..than to live a life where i couldnt keep my head up...and end up like every other man...i dont stand alone but in a crowd where i dont belong..cost u pay ur dream as they who dare to disbelong
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reminds me of this dialogue in RDB when Aamir quips about his life and then on a more serious note remarks how lakhs of DJ`s have screwed themselves up in the world.
anyway, cheer up dude.
Hey Prith...
u c...there r two ways out of this situation..one is that which u have taken..which is natural..u can end up being a loser with all the rest of them..by wishing to die...coz u r hurt...
the second way is that u can still be very very angry and not let YOUR children face the same desolation..u know wat i mean ? its like throwing bak a stupedous fite in their face everytime they throw one at u...they may value money the most...but u prith..u can ..if u want to..keep valuing the things that u do...dont give in prith..dont...therez always another step to b taken wen u think u have completed ur whole journey...u told me once..not to compensate on my dreams...today i want to say the same thing to u..n perhaps wen one day u have a family...u'll run it on different basis...wont u prith ?
It is true that as part of a society you have to learn how to live WITH them, but you do not have to live LIKE them.. And besides being part of the society, you as an individual can choose to have ur own values and principles, which they, the “crowd”, can never take away if you do not allow them to.. Not belonging has never been and will never be an easy job, but u know what...this fight for your dreams, however stupid others may think they are, is never worthless as in the end you will be able to stand up straight and just face urself and say…”I like what I am”.. Giving up would only mean becoming one of the ones you so much despise.. And I guess its better being different than being part of something u hate..Anger is natural when u see so much ignorance around you, but its not a solution, its not about fighting back, its about not letting them touch you.. Because the fight should not be AGAINST them, but FOR yourself and what you believe in..
I am not going to say impossible, but it is highly improbable for a man to be able to change a system, but at the same time a system cannot change a man if he chooses not to allow himself be absorbed by that system..Still.. I also believe that a man can make a difference, however small that may be.. U see kid...even with this post, which is indeed one impressive piece of writing ;), you could make a difference..if not for many others, than at least for yourself..because every time u read this you will think of the reasons u wrote it.. and maybe remember whats important..
And don’t u worry..they wont get to u that easily, you’re much stronger than that..and I think u kinda know this well enough ;) I have said it before and im saying it again..kid..u’re amazing..and for what matters..i can look at you and say...I like what you are. :)
Take care and really good writing...im proud of u..hehe..:)
Love,
Ana
hey prithvi,
there is something i wanna say about this line you wrote...."i jus wanna die..than to live a life where i couldnt keep my head up...and end up like every other man"
dont you think that this very thinking of not being an ordinary person just like anyone else,makes you extraordinary?This 'difference' this thinking starts in the mind itself,its not necessary that your beliefs should always menifest themselves in your actions so that you can show the world..that you have the capability to change the conventions...you neednt prove anything...even in the movie rang de basanti,those students' sacrifice was in a way futile because it couldnt prove anything...but hey,look at it this way,it DID provoke a thinking against the system.We are helpless because we dont have the authority to bring about a legal change in the system,but yeah we Do have this power to think...and above that make others think.Thats what makes people like you different.
I could relate to it very well due to that VT incident with me..rang de basanti
P.S:whatever happend?why didja delete your comment from my blog?
where are you dude??long time no comment.
try this... talent in india
hmm..prith..long time..no post but i must say - I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR NEW BACKGROUND....!! where do u get 'em from ?...n hey...wassup ?
Dude..what you are facing is real..but we need to stay put and hold on..not go the way society wants us to..
Find out what your passions and strengthen them...the society is the same everywhere, not only in India...
Welcome to the Reality!
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