All I ever wanted to do was to read, write and dream,
what I always end up doing is to make everything around me look trivial,
All I ever wanted was to be recognized and be someone,
what I always end up doing is to make myself look petty and small,
All I ever wanted to be was free,
what I always end up doing is to chain myself in thoughts of regrets,
All I ever wanted to be is to be me,
what I always end up being is trapped in my shadows of illusion,
what is happening today is I am losing away, losing away in my fears
losing away in my tears, I look at me I dont know who it is,
Where has this taken me these desires, these goals, these ambition
I just dont know I am lost but I dont know what to think or what to do
I just dont know re...