Monday, September 12, 2005

whatever

deep in somewhere there is question which troubles
mine existence why was i born even at all!?! why me
for all the pain !?! purpose lies of this mass of flesh
unknown! breathes coz it has to may be accidently i
move today lifeless doing the doings of life with a
smile . i lie sick of putting up a show. every day of
my existence that i am happy content of life... which
is truly one lie which i believed today i stand at a
crossroad where nothing else matters.. but everything
seems to matters coz somewhere down i am attached
to the unattachable .. stuck into a maze with no tunnels
jus a locked room.. a loser in life i stand lost everything
for nothing a deal which i struck for nothing existentence
lies as meaning as bull shit lie on the road ...... dont know
what to do where to go i am stuck for sure

1 comment:

A Dash of Ash said...

hey prithvi
i've been reading your last few posts even though i may not be commenting...there are a lot of things i've been wanting to say.
There is an underlying feeling in all ur recent posts...a feeling of
agony..that says that sumwhere deep down u r hurt...lemme tell u sumthing ..dont let this hurt get to u , feel it strongly, let it touch u n then leave u.u must know its feel, coz it will make u strong..but dont give in.
i now u wont...n dont let urself be run by life and the things around ya.cuz u r the one who shud be running them...metamorphically . dont let ur spirits dampen. go walking in the morning , u'll know what i mean.