The whole question of purpose of life
is so counter-purposeful if we knew
then why we live to work towards a goal
avoid the zillion question for the validity of that goal
is there really a purpose or just it is make believe
in the system of all lives to be purposeful
to be evaluate in the societal of successes and failures
the question the obvious seems pretty not so obvious
cause it is evident, never questioned we were born
and then came the goals, goal to stop crying when
parents ask to, to poop in a pot, to learn to walk
to learn to speak, "to do" a zillion before you even have
your first thought, it seems natural as a part of being to do
those who do not do or questions are the hermits and rebels
never a part of the social order
why is it soo criminal not to do, to not a have purpose
why is it soo criminal just to live, not be judged
did someone really choose to fail I hardly believe so
I am not question for I running away from this rat race
but then why this race in the first place
why this purpose when the best moments of life is when
I never had a purpose when I gazed when I wrote
like I write today there is a purpose to challenge probably
writing my shitiest best but then why this purpose
it is baffling to just to see the rush in everyday life the
zillion things around we just lose a grip over ourself
the question what do I want, god knows may be even not he
before I could think of that question I was ticking on the
various "to-do" lists which were set
by the time I thought it was important to love by then
having a partner was a "to-do" Do we really do?
why is infidelity look down upon why does this society wants order
why is there fundamental rights of freedom but no free will
there are million boundaries defined within I am set free,
why is it so absurd to think, I could spend a lifetime travelling
observing, sketching, writing, clicking pictures why I always
think to follow the heart to not being 'responsible' is wrong
is it that inner voice, I do not think so atleast logically
it is my inner voice it should at the least be in confidence to
the inner wants. Or may be doing all of these is just my
illusion of a better me, sitting at the office desk is safe
for me I never have to tread in these new paths for I have done
decently in the "societal" walk of life
everytime I think about a relationship a commitment to myself or to others
I never can commit, why is it binding when I am aware
am in a deeper bind of life that what my dreams would bind
This yet again bring back to the question what is my "purpose"
what is worth a shout? what is worth a rebel? what is worth my time?
why all the value proposition when I am just trying to live today
for tomorrow may or may not knock my doors
may be it is comfortable to blame others and in the hope to find the "answer"
to the ultimate question of life I can vile away time
may be it is time to live, time to stop answering, time to stop questioning
time to feel, I do not know I hope this stays with me...
is so counter-purposeful if we knew
then why we live to work towards a goal
avoid the zillion question for the validity of that goal
is there really a purpose or just it is make believe
in the system of all lives to be purposeful
to be evaluate in the societal of successes and failures
the question the obvious seems pretty not so obvious
cause it is evident, never questioned we were born
and then came the goals, goal to stop crying when
parents ask to, to poop in a pot, to learn to walk
to learn to speak, "to do" a zillion before you even have
your first thought, it seems natural as a part of being to do
those who do not do or questions are the hermits and rebels
never a part of the social order
why is it soo criminal not to do, to not a have purpose
why is it soo criminal just to live, not be judged
did someone really choose to fail I hardly believe so
I am not question for I running away from this rat race
but then why this race in the first place
why this purpose when the best moments of life is when
I never had a purpose when I gazed when I wrote
like I write today there is a purpose to challenge probably
writing my shitiest best but then why this purpose
it is baffling to just to see the rush in everyday life the
zillion things around we just lose a grip over ourself
the question what do I want, god knows may be even not he
before I could think of that question I was ticking on the
various "to-do" lists which were set
by the time I thought it was important to love by then
having a partner was a "to-do" Do we really do?
why is infidelity look down upon why does this society wants order
why is there fundamental rights of freedom but no free will
there are million boundaries defined within I am set free,
why is it so absurd to think, I could spend a lifetime travelling
observing, sketching, writing, clicking pictures why I always
think to follow the heart to not being 'responsible' is wrong
is it that inner voice, I do not think so atleast logically
it is my inner voice it should at the least be in confidence to
the inner wants. Or may be doing all of these is just my
illusion of a better me, sitting at the office desk is safe
for me I never have to tread in these new paths for I have done
decently in the "societal" walk of life
everytime I think about a relationship a commitment to myself or to others
I never can commit, why is it binding when I am aware
am in a deeper bind of life that what my dreams would bind
This yet again bring back to the question what is my "purpose"
what is worth a shout? what is worth a rebel? what is worth my time?
why all the value proposition when I am just trying to live today
for tomorrow may or may not knock my doors
may be it is comfortable to blame others and in the hope to find the "answer"
to the ultimate question of life I can vile away time
may be it is time to live, time to stop answering, time to stop questioning
time to feel, I do not know I hope this stays with me...
