today in the 4th month of my 20th year on this planet...hit the worst realisation of a life time....a system which prevails the cliche of each one our existence today here in this society...as much u fight out of it ...u end up in it...all the worthless...sweat and tears and blood and agony goes..down in a moment...u end up like everyone...a system of expectation where parents dont care ...where kids are an investment and education premium a system of our society the indian motherfuckin so called family value is the most cliched things i have heard..in a lifetime ...family value is nothing more the net worth in the society monetary which ur face value ... how much the sons and the head earn determines the respect...a fuckin system where money holds high than dreams and aspiration...my friend used called stupid in my worthless attempts to convince the world..i can do things differently...yeah i did differently fucked myself up...a harder way today i lay with my more than ass rammed everything means nuthing to me i dont care ...in the system today i seek for a high payin 6.5lac starting and am ready to kill a man for it...in 20year 4 months i realised the worthless fight...i dont know ...today i more radical than a madman i could jus run...but to where ?????havent we all been running where there is no space left...to jus run...i wana die...i jus wanna die..than to live a life where i couldnt keep my head up...and end up like every other man...i dont stand alone but in a crowd where i dont belong..cost u pay ur dream as they who dare to disbelong